Okay so none of the plans worked out this weekend. I am so glad I moved to another state. I had saw him 2 weeks ago and he said he looked forward to seeing me when I returned. Up until last week Monday he was excited to see me. Then on Thursday when I am leaving on the plane he says "got plans tonight" and never heard from his all weekend.. Obviously he was pre occupied with other females. Whatever.
He just plays mind games with me. Please don't see anything to make me feel worse.
I was so miserable back home because i moved to another state for my career/education and to get away. I feel so at peace here.
I am sure we are not enemies and i'm sure he will play his games again with me when he gets bored or feels like playing games.
I hate being strung along like that. I guess I allow it but i know i have more going for my career right now. Sure he makes more money in the semesters at school but when I'm done i'll have a stable career to after grad school and i'll be able to feel equal.
I have this feeling that he thinks he is superior because he has the luxury car and nice apartment with the nice zip code. Great but he is spending all his money for that car..
I have the green car and I still make payments but i live within my means. I know the luxury car will come one day. He chose to switch cars and now is living beyond his means. He fakes his way through it.
I just have felt like because i am not one of those rich girls he doesn't fancy me as much. He has joked one time like "i should be with a more high class girl with a bmw or merecedes" or things like "why can't you have it now." Great mr shallow. I like those things to but he asked me to hang out first knowing who i was and that i was in grad school.
Anyways i have a big test tomorrow at school so i should dust focus on that. I hate going back home because it just reminds me that even when i am a 35/45 mins away he still doesn't want to see me. So by removing myself from the state i know that we can't see each other so i don't feel like he doesn't want to see me. However, it threw me off balance when he wanted to see me 2 weeks ago and was being all nice. Then he goes back to standing me up!
well i guess no one has any advice. i just feel bad and confused that he wanted to hang out with me and kept texting me about and then thursday he says "got plans tonight" and i still haven't heard from him.
Plus I saw him 2 weeks ago when i flew down.
I just feel really bad and i'm very sensitive and i still haven't gotten over him. It makes me cry in the middle of the night etc that i wasn't the one chosen to be the girlfriend. We played this game for about 10 months and i was almost over it and it just brought everything back by seeing him again.
You need to take å grip on yourself and move on, he has nothing to offer you but heart breaks and all. Break all communication with him, concentrate on your new environment, meet new people. He doesn't deserve your time!!
quote:Originally posted by blueskies121 I have this feeling that he thinks he is superior because he has the luxury car and nice apartment with the nice zip code. Great but he is spending all his money for that car..
I just have felt like because i am not one of those rich girls he doesn't fancy me as much. He has joked one time like "i should be with a more high class girl with a bmw or merecedes" or things like "why can't you have it now."
What do you find attractive in this superficial shallow personage? The value of a man is not proportional to the amount of toys he has or the brand of car he owns. A man with that attitude would turn me off big time.
