I'm a strange and complex soul....
only one person ever understood me../
It's the reason to know I will always be alone..
even though many people are around me....
But for the first time in a long time I am happy..
felt love once.. maybe enough to last a lifetime...
I live alone.. know I will die alone...
it's the only way... no one will ever understand me...
I only have family and friends who understand...
but to find a lover that understands ...
I can't wait my whole life....
for the first time... I AM living my dreams..
making all the money... doing all the projects...
and goals and enjoying life....
at the same time a part of my soul lacks a soul mate...
it's for this reason.. there are only somethings I must do on this planet...
then when the time is right.. I must leave...
Everyone has a different destiny and path...
Mine was to walk alone....
it;'s my own fault.. my own stubborn heart..
to not settle for less.. than a true soul mate love..
that could take my breathe away....
but maybe life takes my breathe away.....
my own passion for life.. and art...
To be alone is great.... it's strange but I can think..
create better....
still I am happy with life...
I realized.. my lover does not exist...
but love lives inside my soul.... and eminates like a bright
star... in a dark sky...
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If you wanna live High.. Live High! but if you wanna live Low .. Live Low! essence of my soul thoughts on love Essence of My Soul
posted: 01/21/12 at 8:50 AM
